Wow. Time flies seriously. I have completed one year of University. And I suddenly feel so lost thinking of the next few months. The long holiday is what I have been looking forward to all year.. and now that it's here. I think I will miss school. hee:)
posted by bob of sunshine* 7:30 AM
OH MY GOD!!! *prance around* I am a PRIMA DONNA!!!! The one who is overtly obsessed with my "own matter, that I do not give due consideration for others". SERIOUSLY I want you to have a piece of my mind (but we girls have a better plot than that).. You are right in saying i don't give consideration for others..but it's just in relation to you, yes YOU F***ing ASS! You look at me and every single good point of mine is a reflection of what a big fat loser you are.. but tough luck dude.. You're just 'lower class' than me cos you made it so yourself. You threw away friendships, alliances and all things good, and chose to stick to your own dark gloomy perverse life. So be it. -shrug- You will never be happy. Because whoever you are with, will eventually become unhappy cos of you. And you obviously pick on invisible faults of others so much, you don't give a shit about the good in life. You sad loser. DEBBBBBY!!!! that idiot called me a primaaaa donnnnnaaaa!!! hahaha...
Okay anway...just returned from my 12 hours Shift!! whoaa so drained man! But it was fun too..there were clowns, ferraris!!! (sooo cool) and tons and tons of pple all cooped up on Gouger St. And of course..waitressing was exciting! Both mentally and physcially challening, but fulfilling.
And after i get home... I was called into Grace's room to read about her msn conversation with Kevin. Btw..Kevin is the underhanded asshole, who smeared some sticky stuff on GRace's underwear.. he is also the culprit of writing an anonymous letter to the house tenant picking on the faults of everyone in the house (except himself)..he ALSO threw away Grace's sandwich and did some weird stuff with our food. He scolds Franky (his new room mate the 'bitch'). So in conclusion..he is a bloody annoying PIECE OF CRAP. And I am sooo angry now, I feel like cutting off his puny dick so he can never FUCK or MASTURBATE again!
Okay guys.. now you know girls are not to be played with. And I ESPECIALLY HATE HIS BLOODY WAY OF CONVERSING. pisses the shit ass out of me. He just argues in such a I AM RIGHT, YOU ARE WRONG. THAT's FINAL kind of way. Give me a break.. No backbone. Humji (hence the deduction that he has a puny dick).. -roll eyes- I abhor people like you even more than I hate carrots or dead rats... ARGH.
posted by bob of sunshine* 7:08 AM
See...I just cannot stop thinking. And this post came about because i thought of... Ber. Yes my dear bernard.. he and he alone managed to cheer me up after a whole day of weepy sappy dreariness, yesterday. And he gives in to my whinings, pampers me with praises, and dotes on meeee.. i feel so loved. Thanks hon:) (in other words.. keep it up ah! hahaa..see i am terrible..seriously.)
posted by bob of sunshine* 6:13 AM
My room is so quiet.. I am returning back to my old self. The person that thinks and thinks, remembers the past, think about the past and live in the past. And I am bored to death studying for my econs exam. I somewhat almost want to resign, but I don't have enough guts to. I still want to do well. Please God let me do well. Don't give me too much, just give me what you think is justified reward for my effort. And that to me will be 'well'.
I am hungry all the time. Maybe I have an inner child in me. That's why I keep thinking of the past. Argh. Gotta wake up at 7am tmr, and it's already half past 12.. Can't wait for myself to finish studying...
posted by bob of sunshine* 6:04 AM
Debby went back to Indonesia today. i thought i would be used to parting with people by now, but I miss her so much already. I woke up from my sleep after sending her off, and looked around the big empty room without her things and her noise and I end up crying at my desk all alone.. Everything around me seems so empty now.. from the other side of my room to the whole of Adelaide..I feel so empty without my little Deb Deb here..:( Everyone is so busy with their lives and exams.. hai. But still, I'm happy for you my dear.. completed one whole year of MEd school already..and you will be back home with your family and relatives in a couple of hours more.. Really happy and excited for you.. just wished that I could still see you now.. You mean so much to me.. But anyway, I'll see you in Singapore when I get back yeah? Love you lots! And between now and then, till I see you again.. (take care) Love, me.
*hugs*
posted by bob of sunshine* 9:42 PM
Since Friday marks the last day of school before the exams start, I really want to wrap up this remarkable year here on my blog. It's had the ups and downs. And at the beginning of the year, there were definitely an endless tunnel of darkness. Arguements, anxiety, packing my bags, bidding farewells, moving away, feeling lonely, having no friends, settling my HECs issues, housing problems... it was a messy 2 months' load of frustration, swallowed tears and disappointment. But somehow, God guided me through all that, and now looking back just makes me feel strong and proud. Like someone said, "what can't kill you will only make you stronger." Such simple truth, but with great depth.
Thank you God for raising me up, so I can stand on mountains, walk on stormy seas. I am strong when I am on your shoulders. Thank you Father for raising me up, so I become more than I can be.
Now, the school year has more or less come and gone. I stand on the highland gazing ahead, spotting green pastures in the distance. And I know so long as I keep my vision settled on it, God will lead me there.
I also want to thank God for His gift - Debby to me. She will be leaving for Singapore next Sunday and that will officially mark the end of one year of room-mate-ship. Debby made sharing a room a joy and not an invasion of privacy. Words can barely describe the numerous little events that take place every day, which crack us up or make us reflect on something serious. In a new country, I found a friend, a confidante and someone to listen to.
To be honest, we have our irritated moments too - we are only humans. But there's respect and tolerance plus lots of sisterly love and girly laughters. Next year we will be coming back to the same house, but I know realistically it might be our last full year living as room-mates. It is going to be soooo sad moving away from Debby, cos it's almost become habitual to wake up and see Debby under her yellow blankets, or swirling my chair by 180 degrees and see Debby chatting away on MSN. And the way she tries to keep herself from nagging at me to stop sleeeeeping. haha..and the short 'walks' I take during breaks or when boredom seeps through.. from my table to hers to twirl her hair, and call her 'baby baby' then snuggle up to her cheeks and watch her wrinkle her nose:) To get woken up by her ransacking through her wardrobe in the mornings. To smell her aloe vera body mosturizer..or isit her hair conditioner?? And she has extra bus tickets, food, Grey's anatomy, House etc..yeah..so Basically to have someone around that I can talk to, listen to, laugh with and make funny lame animal sounds to..haha:) oh!! and someone to hugggg. You are the whole package my dear, if you are reading this. I lub chu! Serious I do. Might not tell you this often in case it gets too deep into your head, but I love youu lots.. and I have no idea what my life in Adelaide would have been like without you. you make a BIG difference in my life. and yeah.. Thanks..
For my dear housemates and the Adelaide Med pals, Good luck for your exams! Meet you guys in Singapore:) Till then, take care and God bless.
posted by bob of sunshine* 10:31 AM
Geez.. work really hinders my blogging habits. Still trying to get over the massive loss of my beautiful memories aka photos. Stupid laptop. Stupid hard disk .stupid me for not realizing how stupid my laptop and hard disk could possibly be..
Today, some woman stole alot of money from the TIPS jar at my restaurant. Seriously bitch if i see you next time i will demand for the money back cos i know you yes YOU took it!!!
In case anyone at all is interested in how it happened, here goes:
I was doing lunch shift today and after Rachel left, I was the only waitress left. So that cunning piece of crap orded fried ice cream and i went in the kitchen to pass her the order. And on my way out, I saw her sticking her hands into the jar and I gave her a questioning look without being suspcisious. And she said..oh just popped in some coins since you are such a nice lady. WHAT A BITCH LIE TO ME SOMEMORE. I am sooo angry just thinking about it. SHAMELESS WOMAN! Yeah bascially thats how it happened.
now what else happened in the past week? Ummmm...nothing much really i guess. Exams are coming up, assignments are PILING UP..and it seems like the only thing going DOWN right now is my mood. But Ber's been great. thanks for cheering me up even though you are under tons of school work and exams yourself. You are always the cool headed multi-tasker and you are THE BEST! :) No competition at all.
Good night guys!
posted by bob of sunshine* 7:58 AM
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