okay... so much is happening at once, and so many thoughts, ideas are appearing in my mind. I am so excited I can hardly sit still. I have been taking extra shifts this week, and I can't wait for the pay to hit the BIG 1000. The money never meant this much to me as it does right now. Because for once I have a grand plan (well kind of..) and I have a reason to save. Yeah I'm tired and all, but I know the surprise on his face and the love in his eyes are gonna be worth everything. Besides, it will be soooo much FUN!
I have prepared for the ultimate anniversary present for Ber. It's all that I have to offer and no it is NOT my hymen. I am still contemplating but somehow I know that at the end of the day, even when logic and rationality prevails, I will still do exactly the same thing. and why? Because I miss him, and because I love him, and lastly I want to keep being the fun-loving daring crazy nut that all my friends know me by. And that is exactly who i am. Still.
Well..thats all I can type without letting the cat out of the bag. Secret's sealed. Shall be revealed after the 28th and I can already barely wait.
Meanwhile, I have 4 more weeks of exams/assignments to face. Hopefully I emerge unscathed and all ready to celebrate our ONE year... together
For those dear friends who are still blur about my hols plan, here goes..
My parents are visiting me in Adelaide on 12th Dec, so i will be spending Christmas and my Birthday with them.
I will return next yr some time in Jan, so see you guys then!
posted by bob of sunshine* 8:55 AM
okay dear friends...my laptop died suddenly last night and now it is in compu-clinic awaiting for a heart transplant, donated by HP hewlett. You wont see me chatting on msn for a while.. haha not sure if thats a good thing for you or not..
but thought i should update everyone on Ottmar (no xin dear! He's not my professor, I met him when I was waitressing and he asked for my contact number cos he might want to learn chinese). He called me again today, and I did what Ber's mum suggested.. give him excuses that I am busy.. hopefully he will get the hint soon. Somehow I just want my life to go back to those boring "I do not attract anyone" days. and I am not joking. It is so draining trying to reject people, and I think dating people just for friends is so tiring and intimidating. BERNARD FENG you better treat me well until I die okay, I sacrificed all our suitors for you my skinny baby..
posted by bob of sunshine* 12:55 AM
He likes me. How how how??? I am so scared now. I am terrified. Okay Betty be calm and think logically.
He is too old, he is going back to Germany soon, you want a simple straight forward life, and most importantly you love your boyfriend the most despite your problems together.. but seriously.. just treat him as a mentor.. and stop giving out the wrong vibes..wear a pink tshirt and tie two pig tails next time you meet him, stop acting knowledgable and be a bimbo. he will never call you out again! So there..problem solved.
argh... life..what a exciting and tempting road.
posted by bob of sunshine* 2:21 PM
Today is such a lonnnng day. Well..it kind of just ended..so it was a lonnnng day.
Three mishaps...
1. I handed in my assignment BUT I forgot to attach my advertisement to the essay. Grrr. My lousy memory.
2. I sat in front of a kid who threw up on the bus, and her puke was flowing around the bus whenever the bus turns or propels forward.
3. I witnessed a heart attack/stroke/fit on my way to work. A middle aged woman (who i thought was mentally handicapped) was lying on her back in the middle of chinatown and she had one arm raised above her head, while the other one was bent over her chest and was shaking rapidly. Her eyes were flipping upwards and it was so traumatizing. I would have loved to stay around and watch her get carried into an ambulance safely, but i was running late for work so i had to peel myself away from the scene. Maybe I am a big time Kapo.. but I hope the lady is alright now..
This reminds me that I definitely need a doctor in the house. And since i am not going to become one, I need a doctor husband. I mean..normal untrained pple just wont know what to do except to call for ambulance and wait and watch and pray for the best...I was telling Debby them all that if only i was there with the woman suffering from the fit, the only logical thing I would do is to force her uplifted arm down.. umMm..I am clueless...
posted by bob of sunshine* 7:32 AM
I realized that I reached the maximum number of entries each blog can hold, so I am officially starting a new blog, so the older entries wont get deleted off.
My blog address will remain the same, at
www.meltedsnow.blogspot.com
While my past entries can be found at
www.educatedvirgin.blogspot.com
So in conclusion, just keep typing www.meltedsnow.blogspot.com to read new entiries. So my dear friends don't even have to change the links. tada.
posted by bob of sunshine* 6:16 AM
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